Date: 2009-02-25 20:57 Subject: Changmin/Yunho: A year and counting Security: Public

Yunho hums to himself as he moves around, putting the final touches to his surprise. Once he's done, he steps back slightly, smiling to himself as he takes in the little folding table, snowy tablecloth and single rose like it's been transplanted from a proper restaurant, covered dishes on another table to the side, and beyond it city lights as far as the eye can see. He feels maybe a little ridiculous, but he also thinks it'll be worth it as long as Changmin likes it.

Date: 2009-02-25 08:49 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

A text to youthful_image:

Happy anniversary, Changminah. Meet me on the roof?

Date: 2009-02-18 14:49 Subject: Changmin/Yunho: Birthday Wishes Security: Public

Yunho hums to himself as he walks to the workroom, hurrying slightly because he has to finish setting up a couple of things before Changmin gets there. Once he gets there, he puts the last few things in their places, then settles on the piano bench to wait, fingers laced together to keep himself from fiddling with nerves, hoping Changmin will like what he's got ready.

Date: 2009-02-18 10:56 Subject: :) Security: Public

Happy birthday, Changminah! :))

♥

Date: 2009-01-31 06:39 Subject: Jaejoong/Yunho: Here is where Security: Public

Yunho starts to leave his room, then turns back to his still only half-unpacked bag, grabbing a notebook before he leaves, too fast to allow any second thoughts. In front of Jaejoong's door, he doesn't let himself pause before he knocks on the door, trying not to think too much as he waits for Jaejoong to answer.

Date: 2009-01-30 16:50 Subject: Yunho/Yoochun: Remembering the way Security: Public

Yunho takes a couple of moments to collect himself before he leaves his room. It feels like forever since he's seen any of the others, even though it's only been a few weeks. Eventually, though, he walks down the corridor to Yoochun's room, hesitating a second before he taps quietly on the door.

Date: 2009-01-30 15:55 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Um, I'm home.

Date: 2009-01-26 09:19 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Happy birthday, Jaejoongah. Hope it's a great one, and you found your present okay.

Date: 2009-01-08 22:58 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Going away for a little while. I'll be back when I'm back, I guess.

Jaejoong, if I'm not back for your birthday, happy birthday and your present is in my bottom dresser drawer. Do not open it before.

Changminah and Yoochunah, 'm sorry for disappearing on you like this when you've just got back.

Date: 2008-12-25 10:30 Subject: Merry Christmas! Security: Public

For Changmin:
A card; inside a booking confirmation for a private room in one of Seoul's nicer restaurants.


For Jaejoong:
A book of IOUs - washing up and back rubs and breakfasts in bed.


For Yoochun:
A wall-mounting size framed photograph of a particular beach in Bora Bora, just after sunrise.


(And other assorted bits and pieces all round.)

Date: 2008-12-21 07:46 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I... think I'm sick :(

Date: 2008-11-13 13:56 Subject: Jaejoong/Yunho: Going Home Security: Public

Yunho's a little nervous, a lot excited, as he packs a bag with essentials for the weekend. Management's been negotiated with, the others have been told, and now he's going to get to see the house. He takes a deep breath as he zips up his bag, then walks down the corridor to tap on Jaejoong's door.

Date: 2008-10-17 18:10 Subject: Jaejoong/Yunho: Security: Public

Yunho's more than a little worried after where Jaejoong said he was, and he barely waits a second after knocking on the bedroom door to push it open. "Jaejoong?" he calls quietly, walking over to tap gently at the closet door.

Date: 2008-10-17 07:08 Subject: -Filtered- Security: Public

Locked to jaeumma:

Jaejoongah?

Date: 2008-10-11 19:16 Subject: Yunho/Jaejoong: A real one Security: Public

Yunho's at the piano, playing odd phrases and jotting lyrics. If Jaejoong'd asked, he'd have said he was just tinkering, but it's the melody Jaejoong'd played for him in Bora Bora that's in his head most of the time, and it's the memory of their holiday that's making him smile between half-sung phrases.

Date: 2008-10-06 16:11 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Learning to love differently is hard,
love with the hands wide open, love
with the doors banging on their hinges,
the cupboard unlocked, the wind
roaring and whimpering in the rooms
rustling the sheets and snapping the blinds
that thwack like rubber bands
in an open palm.

It hurts to love wide open
stretching the muscles that feel
as if they are made of wet plaster,
then of blunt knives, then
of sharp knives.

It hurts to thwart the reflexes
of grab, of clutch; to love and let
go again and again. It pesters to remember
the lover who is not in the bed,
to hold back what is owed to the work
that gutters like a candle in a cave
without air, to love consciously,
conscientiously, concretely, constructively.

I can't do it, you say it's killing
me, but you thrive, you glow
on the street like a neon raspberry,
You float and sail, a helium balloon
bright bachelor's button blue and bobbing
on the cold and hot winds of our breath,
as we make and unmake in passionate
diastole and systole the rhythm
of our unbound bonding, to have
and not to hold, to love
with minimized malice, hunger
and anger moment by moment balanced.


(ooc: To Have Without Holding; Marge Piercy)

Date: 2008-09-25 20:28 Subject: -filtered- Security: Public

Locked to youthful_image:

Changminah?

Date: 2008-09-18 07:37 Subject: Yunho/Changmin: Read to me Security: Public

Yunho's on the bed in the room he shares with Changmin, propped against the headboard with his ankles crossed and his laptop on a pillow over his thighs. He glances up occasionally to look at the view through the windows, a content smile on his face as he waits for Changmin.